My life at present is too cluttered.
There are a few core things that I want to focus on, but I'm allowing myself to be distracted and getting lost.
It's like I have all the materials needed to lay the foundations of a fantasticly strong and stable building, but rather than assembling anything, they're just lying all over my yard.
I really need to do that which I've been on the verge of doing all year: trim back some of the excesses and focus on the core goals.
It's symptomatic of the clutteredness of my life that any time I went to plan a social engagement, I need at least two weeks lead time - I'm trying to weave too many threads into my life, and the result is just a mess.